hm maybe my perception of Jesus is a little less then what I thought. Jesus said he is the bread of life and the gate keeper to eternal life he is the good sheep and no one the father chooses can be plucked from his hand... i try to understand that he is the bread of life and I must eat his flesh and drink his blood to gain eternal life but that just sounds crazy. and I am left confused but maybe I dont understand it because there is no room in my heart for him maybe I dont even here his teaching because I love the world . but maybe if I die to self and heed his teaching in my heart there is hope. because if I dont except his teaching he says I dont love him and if I dont love him he says I dont love the one who sent him which is the father. maybe the light I thought I had is actually darkness and I am all dirty and un clean on the inside it has to be because I clamed to be a Christian and yet my life is in destruction and I am dyeing deep inside that I do know. it is hard for people to here but maybe it is true maybe its better just to let are sin painfully be exposed to god and allow him to heel us and find life and truth in the end then to be prideful stubborn and loving sin and dyeing and losing everything in the end anyway. maybe I should start loving people that are beautiful on the inside then some one thats only beautiful on the out side maybe thats a real treasure and also changing my opinion of my enemies as well. maybe I should except and trust in the way god does things and his authority and power over me. maybe the way god does things is actually good and maybe if I taste and see that he is good things would be far better then I can contemplate. hm I will continue to study these things in hopes that Jesus will choose me in the end when he returns I could have a brighter fucher ahead of me then I relies :)
Posted on: Wed, 19 Mar 2014 08:15:52 +0000
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