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hoooooooooooooooooly shiiiiiiiiiiit i feel awful.... how do you make art that isnt just another clever image on the news feed? I feel like Im going to faint. My wife is out with some guy for the whole night while i play single dad. I just slashed up a dozen paintings, smashed my pipe, and forgot to eat... Im not that mad. I just feel like woah, what have i been doing all year? Arranging fruit on the floor of the grocery store, skating down the aisle, making prints... its not dangerous.. its not going to empower me to be my ideal self. Not when ive been sitting pretty at my laptop drinking beer... slacking off in some community college classes, and not pushing myself physically in any way. Its been fun ya know... from time to time, but the time in between is all distraction and disdain, and awaiting some kind of doom to come kick my ass and force me to get functioning, and focused.. ill probably delete this in a minute... idk guess not
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 04:32:10 +0000

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