https://youtube/watch?v=RFvRgIR5re0 I miss fighting. Yet, G0D said I have already achieved perfection in that art and lifestyle, and I must reach the highest level in other forms in this life...or else, I wouldnt have learned anything new if I just go back to what I have done all my past lives. The warrior was the highest class in ancient society, superior to merchants and artists and farmers and even spiritual leaders. Yet, warriors dont exist anymore, except in MMA. G0D said I can only return to it professionally after I achieve all the other missions and visions He has given me, and He has asked me to do so much. Sometimes I wonder if I can even do it all in this lifetime. Yet, He doesnt give us a dream without a way to fulfill it. Being a hero isnt necessary doing what you are best at. Its doing whats best for the world. Sometimes it means sacrificing what you want the most for others. As much a high as I get from working out, the high from fighting is just another level. I lift weights like I could die, without any spotters. That way, if I dont raise it up, I would actually be crushed by the weights. Today I almost got crushed...It was kinda scary. I have always been able to tell almost exactly how many more reps I can do. I thought I had at least 1 more in me, and my muscles just collapsed. Good thing a random stranger saw me and got me before it hit my neck. Would have been a dumb way to die. Even dying in MMA is dumb, because you dont achieve a glorious death, the way you would in ancient war... I just want something tangible I would die for, because its only with that that you truly are alive. Everything I would die for is more ideals and higher dimensions...so nothing really connects me to this human world... Maybe shell change all of that... That would be something else...
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 08:06:19 +0000
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