i cannot live like this anymore! i cannot be myself anymore, i cannot accept the way are we now anymore! i hate what we became. we became two strangers and now we have nothing! i m down on my knees now and i m suffering because you are avoiding and ignoring me and your feelings and you, you try to convince yourself that it s better this way, that you dont need me and us anymore to feel complete, to feel loved, to feel really happy! in fact deepside your soul you miss me, you miss us, you miss what you felt in our last night together and you know you cannot obtain that feeling nowhere else. inside your soul you are suffering to but you try to hide that suffer, you try not to think about what really happens to you, hopping that you ll forgot. in fact this suffer will never heal, it will be stuck on your soul and it s gonna do more damage to you, your life and your relationship than if we continued. you ll never be the same again because you manage to experience me, my way of loving you, my way of talking to you, my way of touching you. it s like in that book about stop smoking. if you are reading it with attention you can learn good advices for your life to. i m like nicotin for you. like a drog, and even if you stopped what we had, your desire will still be there and affecting you. i want to leave this place. not because i dont want to see you anymore. i desperate need to se you. i want to leave it because i cannot agree with what we became. if i ll leave this place i know i ll suffer even more but this way you ll not see me anymore suffering and maybe this way you ll realise what i really mean for you and that you need you and need us. love you princess, i ll always love you no matter what!
Posted on: Wed, 29 Jan 2014 10:52:10 +0000
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