i dont know why to post this stuff but... welll since no one knows how to read and or care usually it does not matter what I post yep so about the decision to stop the life support on Dad. a forum post conversation going on .. at a different corner of the net. Re: Im checking in! Coffee and cookies edition! ^ yes It it was finials week at Rutgers and I was taking 18.5 credits... Oh and as well had my first psychotic break from reality at the time because the voices in my head were too difficult to control then...with dr diagnoses and everything they put me in the psych ward and well I was not allowed to go to the funeral or anything.. very upsetting - so yeah I resented the world sorta for the longest time... (because) sense I was put in that locked psych ward on xmas eve beaten up by the people(psychos) in there and then Dad died on January 3 1985 where basically I was catatonic for about half a month. or so.. It is only strict personal therapy on my part with myself and a totally pure mental discipline, sorta, that allows me to almost relate to the normal person I guess. and get over the extremes of anger to almost want to heal things. where my memory is returning my anger is not that predominate and ,,, I will likely be back healing the earth ect,.. and so - on occasions / on a as needed basis.. certain galaxies are off limits for now but that could change... as the astral plane is not stable enough during the paradigm shifting and eon transition going on.. the cosmic plane is stable via a stable cosmic consciousnesses but this may change based on the new interwoven collectives out there. And I would not be surprised at this.. at all.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 00:58:17 +0000
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