i have been through life often wondering what was missing and what it was I was looking for to fill this emptiness and what it would take to heal this pain in me i just couldnt get out.........i was to the point of just giving up I had no hope left why was I here if I am a burden on people and why am I here if I keep making people miserable and why does God even care because I keep makin a fool out of myself all the time. I have been back stabbed lied to and emotionally battered and brused and it felt as if someone ripped my heart out and left me to die.i was scared that I would never find the love I was desperately seeking for. I came to the point I was tired of being hurt and lied to and I just said the hell with relationships the hell with love im through its best I am single and if I fall away for good so be it im done..............it felt as if it was tearing me up so bad till I couldnt hold on any more that I was slipping from God............I lost all hope..........the friends and family I had turned against me and considered me an outcast never to be dared to see or think of or looked at.............I just gave up and lost hope......how would I be able to see true love if I didnrt know what it ment or what it was.......until suddenly something happened to me.........something I thought I would never get to see that I would die for. I was in total disbelief at first and told myself this wont work im tired of being hurt and im scared it will happen again and I cant bare the thought of going through it again..........but something told me this one was different so I said how am I suppose to know that and God said I have a plan do you trust me thats all I want is for you to trust me.............I said Godi just want somebody I can love and know that I will be loved in return and that will keep me close to you thats all I want and I feel like I cant live without her................please I beg of you .........she changed my life the day I met her. I felt like something made me whole again. the pain decentigrated and I felt open again.........all thanks to God for giving me this beautiful girl I thought I would never get to actually meet in my life timei still have doubts andstill get scared sometimes in wondering if shes going to leave me like the others did........and shes always there to remind me that I will never leave you I am here no matter what............... I love you so much Corinna Alvarez if it wernt for God sending you to me I wouldnt be here right now I love you baby and I want you to know that I am here too and that I thank you so much for believing in me I am and will always be yours.....................forever https://youtube/watch?v=DXVyYg8c3wU
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 07:25:22 +0000
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