i just always follow my gut feeling even if it seems to go against what everyone would advise me. so i will keep doing it that way. if it dont feel right, dont do it...if it feel right, follow it. and i dont have an explanation for WHY i do or dont do things most of the time...it just FEELS that way......one of the times i did that and it was huge was the day i quit corporate zumba a few months before the DVDs we just filmed were about to launch. It seemed like the stupidest idea, people thought i was crazy for leaving at that time, it was preposterous!!! it was right before many planned trips around the world and my fame in the zumba world was bring planned out....and my gut was screaming it to me and i was in so much pain emotionally, i left and it seemed wrong, but it was the best decision and one of the most friggin HARDest decision i had to make and im glad i followed my gut bc i was a baby and i can look back and KNOW i would not have survived that wild world. Some people are stronger and better for it, but i wasnt that person. it is a big world that my little girl spirit could not have been able to endure. I can stand on the outside and wish everyone luck and see its huge growth and smile...it was just not for ME....i am more of a stay at home with my kitties and teach class at night then go back home kinda girl :-) sorry that im kinda boring. HA! i look at the people that lasted and think...MAN, they are STRONG! i just dont have the energy for that intense life. too chill for the big stuff.
Posted on: Thu, 01 May 2014 06:08:49 +0000