i know i havnt gone to world gym since i left cambridge in my 2nd apartment one bedroom i think it was last yr or yr before when istarted going was less then when i weighed myself last yr not at gym though but ya when ihit the bigger weight im thinking im not gonna go to gym lookin lil worse guess scared what people would think be looking ovisly reilized then no just me bein self conscious even going to shower after iknow its all girls locker room and the showers are private as in no one would come in if they see someone in one stall i just worried and just the thought of someone walking by could see in thought i will work out at home thats when i heard about zumba but just thought long hard about it i actually want to getup at somewhat of a decent hour like world gym is open 24 hours everyday i think so like wouldnt really have to have scduale or routine for timings knowing that once i get there will make it in time i think some days close early i will get scduale again when igo today so iknow when to go the days it wil be closing so i know togo bit earlier ya gaining a pound on or 2 not good at all last yr not either but there are way bigger people in their then me some not ovisly been working out longer i just thought people were lookin at me wrong way but ovisly people look around not gonna worry about what skinny girls think anymore even if they thought things im there for me before i went 2 times a day i think well i know i need to take breaks in between but i want to keep going everyday as long as its open 24 7 which itis and stil go everyday even if it closes early somedays can always shower when im home :) no biggie then if im not over exausted only a bit wil do zumba and the eating plan i said before ya going to gym everyday then doing zumba wil speed up process bit more :) like iwas thinking just stay home do zumba everyday or however many days i want to do it when it starts to warm up go for nice walks but if its not gona warm up anytime soon justdo gym zumba when it does then gym zumba lol walks like ya iwil over workmyself probably to the point of chancing of fainting and being extra soar all worth it intheend but i wil make sure not to lol i know my limits but guess sometimes u dont reilize when u over push until u do it even though u knowwhat ur doing life is to short to care what people think honestly im doing this for me to have an actual plan for the day /night but iwil make sure to head home early evening in time to get bus home i know i didnt stick to it before but i will 110 percent this time :) 1st day i went i went on tredmele 1st to start off easy the zumba class upstairs was going on so went to go check that out then i think i hit the tredmeles upstairs then came back down did them again one lady said u were on that for a long time im like i know plus up doing zumba back down i think i went to zumba after 1st work out then came back down did tredmeles downstairs lol:) ovsily i wil have breaks when sleeping i am fully commited:) fresh new start:) be also glad to get away from house ovsily mom the girls not trying to be mean but i need me time :)
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 08:18:54 +0000