i literally feel bad for myself i like this girl but she doesnt like me back i know i bother her a lot by texting her constantly but its only because when we chilled i felt okay for once im not perfect and i dont try to be but i know that i truly cared for her i replaced cared and told her i loved her which probably scared her but i can honestly say when you feel okay and that life is finally okay and you living in the moment and not worried about the past or the future you tend to want that feeling again but you cant have it because the other half of that solution doesnt feel the same way that you do and you know she doesnt but i continue to bother her and write her because deep down im hoping she will realize im here and im trying and im worth it & i contradict myself by saying im done or that im not talking to her anymore but 10mins later im back at it .. truth is we all meet someone who makes us feel like life is okay and worth living and you can live in the moment and just go with the flow .. i constantly have the same conversation with this girl because i miss living in that moment with her & laughing and she kissed me and i kissed her even if it was just 2 days... i can honestly say i was okay and i had no worries .. now days i jus dont feel much .. i even tried making her jealous at one point.. even tried talking to other girls to forget her but it didnt work at all .. i ended up looking like a player .. i know shes happy and okay and living her life but why am i stuck ? i can honestly say i know im annoying and can be childish and rude af but its all apart of who i am .. but i think its time i leave her alone now... sometimes you just have to grow up and be a grown woman about the situation an take a loss... i take the lost and i leave it alone ,, - robyn m
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 03:58:26 +0000
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