i love the part of me that hates myself, the part of me that feels guilty to recieve help, the part of me that worries that every thing i do is wrong and not good enough, and the part of me that would rather not be on this planet... this part of me has shown me so much and only through accepting and loving it do i continously let the ice inside me melt and dissolve layer after layer of resistance, slowly but surely. so many of us deny our shadows with a bit of peace and love whitewash or continously wallow in them, mistaking them for who we are... neither of these extremes work and only through being vulnerable and feeling into the places we are stuck can we melt the ice, fixed water of scorpio, inside with the fire of the phoenix rising through the ashes, the final stage of scorpio, rebirth and transformation. the new moon eclipse with the sun in venus in 0 scorpio is this begining phase, the frozen ice, and it directly opposes my moon sign 0 taurus, making this a rough period of always feeling that something is wrong and that the floor is about to be pulled out from under me... yet through so much support seen and unseen i am able to find comfort in uncertainty and love for my worrying mind so that i can take a big step out of my own way.
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 20:43:48 +0000
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