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i made the mistake of going into a mall yesterday and almost died of the nervous energy i felt...it was like being stomped by elephants astrally... it is totally against Nature for humans to be most nervous and hyper hysterical at this time of year, running around and buying things (i mean how bizarre is that??) when its hybernation time, the stillness of Winter. i am happy to say i absolutely refuse to take ANY part in Christmas or holiday activities at all, since it goes against Nature, and against my own bodys yearning for stillness... this is a time of deep stillness and hybernation (and the INNER light of Christ!!) and i yearn to go deeply inward in endless stillness and quiet and lovely meditation for hours... i am happy to say i absolutely will not participate in toxic family gatherings (i have a mother with borderline personality disorder and last time i saw her, i was so totally traumatized that i came home and lied in bed in trauma for over 2 years...such is the destructive ability of such toxic mothers), and instead i will send blessings to them from a distance, but will choose to enjoy the intense beauty of the inner realms and silence and stillness...for i feel the angels are my family
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 22:06:32 +0000

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