i seriously need some friends lol, sorry if im bugging yall just really talkative tonight i apologize if i dont make it out to where you are. its not that i dont want to,cuz i do i love people. i make it out when i can ..ive been battling a disease for bout 5 years now called--severe panic disorder-- nothing short of ptsd. because of alot of things that have happened in my life..1. almost losing my son in a car wreck..2. losing a band and members and friendship after 7 years...3. ----- cant say but ,i lost a lover... ive missed being a part of some great bands, PMK, lunas lement ..ect: been kicked out of every bar in charlotte, going thru my dark times...it sucks cuz i am a people person..but everyday im getting better. i miss my good friends .i havent talked to much about this online..but it is a disease and its an everyday struggle from the time i wake up till i try to sleep...i love all of you and so many people in this world and it makes me so sad that at times i cant experience life with you/them..ive lost alot of good friends because of my drunkenness..and im sorry... i have my children and their young-ins...well anyways..i guess i just need a good woman to love me...a woman touch is intense young or old it doesnt matter.. i need that...something. i have to realize im not Hemingway, im me and i have to deliver my thoughts to the world in my own way either way i think me and fiona are gonna survive cuz im from a family of survivors ....im fine on my own
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 00:15:20 +0000
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