i think im having one of those moments of clarity: ive done nothing but hate myself for so long. i actively try to destroy myself way too often, riding like a bat through hell.. hands off the bars running through red lights, screaming at the night for an escape from whats physical im so tired of it but its a constant battle to deal with the person inside of me theres a war inside my head. ever hear the story about the two wolves? ONE EVENING, AN ELDERLY CHEROKEE BRAVE TOLD HIS GRANDSON ABOUT A BATTLE THAT GOES ON INSIDE PEOPLE. HE SAID MY SON, THE BATTLE IS BETWEEN TWO WOLVES INSIDE US ALL. ONE IS EVIL. IT IS ANGER, ENVY, JEALOUSY, SORROW, REGRET, GREED, ARROGANCE, SELF-PITY, GUILT, RESENTMENT, INFERIORITY, LIES, FALSE PRIDE, SUPERIORITY, AND EGO. THE OTHER IS GOOD. IT IS JOY, PEACE LOVE, HOPE SERENITY, HUMILITY, KINDNESS, BENEVOLENCE, EMPATHY, GENEROSITY, TRUTH, COMPASSION AND FAITH. THE GRANDSON THOUGH ABOUT IT FOR A MINUTE AND THEN ASKED HIS GRANDFATHER: WHICH WOLF WINS?... THE OLD CHEROKEE SIMPLY REPLIED, THE ONE THAT YOU FEED i never post stuff like this but i really needed to let it out thanks for the read.
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 07:48:48 +0000