i want to thank everyone for their prayers, comments, messages, shares, videos and etc. it took me along time to think of something to say. in all honesty the only thing that i can see and think of is, when the doctors allowed mariah to come back and see london before she passed away and the question mariah asked me, mommie why wont london wake up and play with me? a few mins later london flatlined and i watched in terror as they tried for 7 mins to bring her back last night, she pulled through and 15 mins later she flatlined again. the doctor walked up to me and said if in the next 2 mins CPR doesnt work, their is nothing left we can do. as i watched them try to bring her back again, in shock i look around the room and she was crowded around nurses and doctors. those last 2 mins felt like an hour. before i knew it they stopped CPR walked to her to feel a pulse and find a heartbeat, nothing was there. the doctor then said in a loud voice LONDON KHRISTINA BURLESON PRONOUNCED DEAD AT 24:03. (12:03am) everyone looked at me and Chris and before i knew it my heart skipped several beats and i begin to scream in agony. im so sorry fbf and family im trying to be strong but i honestly feel so cold and devestated. i cant believe i witnessed my baby, my angels death. it hurt so bad that it feels like a dream. it burns my insides to know my daughter wont come home. she didnt even get a chance to open her Christmas gifts. she was supposed to be at home for Christmas. we went in for a procedure and for blood and we were supposed to go home. it hurts so so bad. that as i type this im crying and balling up on the inside. omg i still cant believe that shes gone, i held her cold body and begged her to hold my hand and wake up and she wouldnt, she wouldnt. i just want to hear her say my name and play with her sisters. i want my baby back so bad, i know im not supposed to question the Almighty, but why my baby ? you have parents out there that dont care about their children and the are healthy as a whistle. but i care whole heartedly about my baby and shes gone and ever coming home !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 05:23:16 +0000
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