im both sad and angry as hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my grandpap just died last night at around 12:33am at Southern Maryland Hospital and when he passed my mom and grandma were in the room with him. im angry because the last time i talked to my grandpap i made him promise to take care of himself for me grandma and mom and he told me not to worry and that he would take care of himself for me and i told him i love him and 4 or 3 days later he dies. i know i should be crying but i just cant cry i mean i sad he is gone and miss him like hell but i wasnt that close to him i did cry for a little bit last night but now im just angry more then i am sad. i feel really bad for my mom and grandma more then anything and i want to stay stronge for them. and as im writing this i do have a few tears in my eyes. anyways grandpap will be missed and i hope he is in a better place looking over the family as an angel.
Posted on: Fri, 23 Aug 2013 12:26:59 +0000