im seriously crushed from the inside out. i was ignored too much and it ended us. its cause when you ignore someone it cause chemical imbalances in your brain to make it like youre feeling physical pain. but its emotional pain that you deal with. and ive been through too much in my life to handle too much of that. i can admit that i cant do this by myself and i never will be able too. i loved that girl with my entire heart. she was my entire world. she was the other half of me that i had been searching for and now she not here. i know i ended it but it was for my own well being. it hurts her but it kills me to know that shes not going to be there anymore. im completely broken down and now every bit of my inner self is exposed and it makes me feel like a weaker guy because of it. shes gonna be a part of me for a very long time if not forever cause i didnt just love this girl i fell in love with her. there wasnt anything i wouldnt do for you then. its just really hard to accept the fact that its almost been three weeks and im still so upset about it. i still cry at night cause of the pain i go through on a daily basis. i cant handle this anymore so now is the time im going to ask for help cause i just wanna bust out in tears cause i miss her. i love her still :(
Posted on: Sat, 27 Jul 2013 17:34:18 +0000
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