is thankful for my life! My children still have a dad. I wasnt gonna write this but what the !?!?!? My opiate addiction took me to places Ive never been. Around people (just like me at the time but...) I had never hung out with. Kept me there longer than Ive ever wanted to stay. And cost me more money than I ever dreamed of spending just trying to not be dope sick... Lost a great deal but all my kids are still healthy & happy. By the time I found me too much had happened to turn back time. Where I used to be a loud, bold voice? Now people are like doing their very best not to judge me too hard lol its all good I DESERVE IT. Some despise me. I sent apology letter via inbox to a couple & they went into poking my eyes out. Bringing up my past. Judging me as if I had stole off of them, beat em up then laughed about it on FB. Just glad when I say Jesus, Im so sorry for the things Ive done. Help me to see what I need to see. Show me to me. Wake me up & forgive my sin. That Jesus doesnt go into Ill pray for ya Jamie. Well you know what ya need to do. Youll figure it out Jamie. Takes time man. Youre clean? Just because youve changed doesnt mean everyone else has Jamie. You expect Me to just be a door mat. I mean HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU SAID THIS?
Posted on: Sat, 13 Sep 2014 20:30:07 +0000
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