it was in the erge to find true love that i found myself vonerable - TopicsExpress



          

it was in the erge to find true love that i found myself vonerable to life and its temptations bringing me only pain and hurt and realisation that such a thing could not exist after feeling the purity and impurity once before already... flowers blosseming in the prime season of the year and mountains climbing closest to the sun and ice glaziers shining brighter than dimands forcing my heart to fall inlove with the universe and its inspirations forever holding me close and driving me to compete with the feminum beauties trying to pair them to my so far first and only true real feeling i felt for her... only to realise it was nolonger love that i was feeling that it was but an emotion i wanted to share once more... it was then i became burned in the fires of loss and torment of having lived long enough to love yet have it stolen from me as my fate forever erging my faith to repair at the site true beauty once more but in the process believe too deep that i was no longer capable of the though of settling for i have burdened my hope and plundered my depths into a vortex of repeating histories and sarrounded my solatude and fresh starts with memories of what desired to keep in my grasps yet failed rapidly...i now sail my guilt of having lost my dreams taken and heart broken into a world of silence and only to seek a returning of my hope that somewhere somehow i will meet yet again the very same feeling and live my remaining days and nights with a beauty so powerfull and loving and caring that i am driven to with hold all my loss and live knowing i have been givin the chance of a lifetime to love and live fullfillfully beside the angle destined to bring me the joys of the happy ending i will be honored to share again... to smile and to truelly be happy is my wish no longer would i need the other two wishes... be a day of gailforce winds and thunderous lightning broken by the suns raise and light shining they way when i find her and may the hope of that day carry me untill i find you and hold you in my arms till the end of days... forever waiting for you in a garden of roses.... xxx
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 12:00:15 +0000

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