its hrd for mndy to deal w things look at all i put her through i - TopicsExpress

its hrd for mndy to deal w things look at all i put her through i ws the worst mother ever i i didnt care if she ate slept or even lived i was the worse mother my decisions in life put lot of sufferin in my childrens life im glad god gave me 2 chnce its a beutiful feelin to have to deal w ur kids n know tht bcuz of me my kids eat sleep paly smilen r enjoyin life its the most greatest feelin even when i want to rip my hair off its still the best feelin i havent had eric n kino since the day b4 yesterday n i feel so lost so like im missin everything right fter class im goin to go get them i need them w me so for mandy well shell b home this weekend thnk god we r goin to see movie which one i dont know cnt wait for weekend ok well fb its lmost time for class so i luv u mandy n baby everthing is gonn b ok oh fb i forgot shdow got hit by a 2 by 4 in the head n it wouldnt stop bleedin omg fb tht from my side of the road its the most scariest feelin ever u think of the worst but hes ok n he loves me