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long post ! I had some time to truly relax and think about my future, goals and just stuff. We all have stuff, ups and downs some tragic and just shitty luck. I look at my past and some of you are aware that I lost my late husband in a tragic motorcycle accident in 2003. I must admit I thought life as it was, was over. I thank god that I had my 2 girls whom kept me going each day. I felt that I had lost control of my life. I then become obsessed with going to the gym 7 days a week and just trying to eat healthy. I truly thought I had that something I had control of, well this took control of me. I was diagnosed with an eating disorder on top of some medical issues . I was so out of control. In these past years I then found help from 3 amazing ladies & my friends whom all have a true gift that have inspired me and whom I truly look up to these 3 ladies in so many ways. Paula Dineen Patruno, Leah D Santello & Melissa LaFleur Hadley. Each one of these ladies set me on track with not only with my fitness goals but eating healthy and doing it right. I have a great job I will admit it has its ups and downs but I do enjoy being there, my friends there make my day for sure. I have a husband that supports me in so many ways and keeps me on track, his job is not easy LOL I have 2 daughters that fill my life with laughter and joy each day. I have so many amazing friends. My mom was my best friend whom had it tough but she did it due to her strength which I did not see until later on in life, truly miss this lady another support for me. I have the best twin sister and brother anyone could have. You just always think there could be more and there can be you just need to see it and reach for those goals . Our struggles, tragedies & shitty luck make us stronger. I am doing my 1st 1/2 marathon with my crazy friends from Krave-Fitness & Nutrition tomorrow am. I am so nervous but excited and will be so excited to have this over LOL I will be honest. I have to say I never in my life thought I would be doing this ever. Thank you Leah for making this happen. I am having fun with my beachbody friends as a coach helping others. I so love that thanks to Melissa Hadley. I will be turning 50 with my twin Melinda and I am struggling with it, I will admit I feel some of the age thing kicking in but I will not let it get to me. Mark is taking my 2 girls and I to Hawaii for my 50th, this is a dream come true for me. I look at 50 as wowza but look what I have and gained it can be good. You just need to be strong and reach for those goals. I guess turning 50 has made me mooshy! lol just keep going, reach for goals and enjoy day to day!
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 14:03:08 +0000

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