madness in life, stays madness in death - its coming, the cataclysm they talked about. a great sadness to sweep my entire world. a stolen bullet and an numberless M9. standing around in a colourless fog, the thousand yard stare in full effect. a man has lost touch with the sense of feel. physical, emotional, no longer a structure of coagulated thoughts and pessimism. a few flaps of a butterfly in effect. dead they may be, but theyre actions linger. gone into oblivion, some things become so detached, that theres just no point in reviving it. whats a butterfly with out wings and legs? the mind is racing in one place. light years at stand still, but and instant stop. the mind hit a wall it cant shatter, rather it first, the wall staind. a chaotic bang. all thoughts rushing out one hole at a time. sounds just bouncing away. lungs? theyre not even trying any more. the signals have stopped. the good, the bad, the signals have stopped. the signals have stopped. the signals have stopped. instant regret. the signals have stopped instant regret. but... wake up life, live. life. alive awake at home. awake alive considering all things, several of the expected steps would be skipped... but awake.. it never happened, but, there was never an in between. awake from the dream, awake from the life. death has woken me up, but everything feels unimaginably the same. truth be told a headache from hell, or was it the hole i fell into myself. battered and bleeding, i know this is death. ive lost a touch of the madness. its all still there.. but this is it and this is all there is. is this a trick within itself. i know i cant be alive, but whats still here? did i project this or is this a dream? i cant say if death is a dream, or the last end, i cant handle this twice and now its permit. no one is here and i cant change the devil within me now. the consumption of hate alone, eternal. madness was the end then. madness has no exit when theres no new answer. a permanent regret of losing my mind.
Posted on: Thu, 29 Aug 2013 04:35:38 +0000
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