my mind has been feeling heavy this past few weeks since Im not smoking weed...feels like a stone in blocking my thoughts, i dont feel much and i care less about what is happening , i feel like a dead person that is moving around , i dont feel any pain or stress or anything negative, but im not really enjoying life like a was when i could smoke weed, i still feel the same about life about how i dont want to be here, and i dont want to participate not even to save my own life, i love who i am and i just dont understand why i have to deal with other beings in any way , i just want to start my life over somewhere else where i am surrounded by beings of love , i just want to start over far away from where i am, moving away from where i am in this same lifetime is not going to make me feel complete no matter how much I obtain no matter how successful I become, if I cant have a good beginning I dont care how good my ending is. sure it will be nice but i want what i want and i deserve what i want no matter what anyone thinks.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 19:55:23 +0000