my new endocrinologist has told e he is sending me to a diabetic specialist and to a dietitian. He says that its not gonna be easy, but he plans on seeing to it I lose some wieght. I need to, desperately. I am going to need some support on this, gang. I am going to be honest right now, and please understand how hard this is for me, because of my low self esteem and feelings of failure, but right now Im tipping the scales at 247 pounds. I am now considered morbidly obese. My weight has been an issue my whole life, but never, ever this high. A lot of it has been being too ill to barely move, let alone exercise. Some of it is all the medication, it causes weight gain. But a lot of it is lack of willpower and just being lazy. I also hope that some things will get worked out so I am capable of doing more then laying down a lot. Its hard to even walk some days, but I need to start doing more. Ive heard a lot of overweight people say they are fat and very healthy, and thats great. Im not one of them. I NEED to lose this weight if Im gonna keep on keeping on. I dont know whats in store yet as for the plan, but I know it will be hard for me. Food is my go to when Im stressed, bored, sick, tired, whatever. And as much as I love to cook and truly enjoy food (Im quite the foodie, and can be a real food snob when given the chance) I know this will be hard. On top of that, hopefully by the end of the month Rex and I will have enough money to get our Chantix prescription again, and quit smoking. We both used it before and quit for about 8 months, then, like idiots, began again. I also need to quit this, or I wont make it much longer. Quitting smoking AND trying to lose weight is going to be hard for me, and I hope you guys will be there for me, like you have been, to help me keep on track. Besides, if I die, who is going to make you laugh every day with my idiotic posts and my crazy life? :D
Posted on: Fri, 17 Jan 2014 07:49:08 +0000
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