ok. so its been about a month and thats usually my time frame where I get to the Ive been in one place too long part. I look through my travels and pictures of the parks and it makes my heart hurt. But what hurts more is knowing that I have been pushed out of the only place(s) where I have ever felt like I was home. The corporate mentality and greed outweighs the sense of community and belonging. It literally makes my soul sick, and therefor I cannot dwell there. We dont go for the jobs. We dont go for the money. We dont go for the corporate company. To move up and make more and gain more power, no. We go for the experience, our family, being in the palms of natures hands, finding ourselves in the wilderness. THAT is what I miss. THAT is home for me. And I miss you all so much! Greed and power outbalances the sense of community. More work is put in to the numbers than into the people that make those numbers happen. Every time I am out of it for a while and the pull and the love to go back comes over me, I think to myself that I can just focus on the parts that I love, and block out the rest. It works for a while, but then slowly my rose colored glasses slip off. You start to see the bigger picture. You see everything that is wrong, and no one that will make it right. They dont see us. They see $$$. Souless eyes. Its not the managers, Its not the general managers, its the offices that pull everyones strings. Its been ruined for me. And now I feel like I can never go back, no matter how bad I want to. THATS the part that hurts. I cant go home.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 17:55:30 +0000
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