ok so this has been a trying morning... about 5am ~ I heard bells... they sounded real... it may have been the ship bell signaling the rain coming... by 6am there were aluminum doors being banged on (that high tinny whap whap whap whap) and garbage can lids being banged together... it happens every so often... these awful noises in my head are accompanied by flashes of light and vague nausea and dizziness... I can get up if I have to (I did to let the dogs in and out) but its difficult to focus while Im being bombarded by light and sound,,, I cant ever really sleep through them but I do get these lil vignettes... most of the time its like exploring the color orange with someone who has no concept of orange... things like that but now here is where it gets weird ~ this time however I saw and talked to two recently departed and they both had something to say... oh geez... lemme see if I can get this right... Marlan Rainwater said he is there and letting you know he is ok (he has dark hair again and is very buff!) but he told me he cant hear you... I explained things worked differently here and he needed to listen not with his ears but just see/know what they were saying.. he went to go make/build him a translator box... bottomline is (and I think there are several of you..) hes ok and around and he wants to comfort you.... Ok, Shawn Goad... hes there as a tall skinny doctor of meals.... he said hospital food sucked especially since you rarely got to have your favorites one more time... so this older man that was there and dying was served a gruel type stuff and but he wanted sirloin beef tips with gravy... I wanted hugs but Shawn was like dont just stand there... go get it! so I went through the double doors and there was a blue and yellow box of sirloin beef tips... I picked it up and carried it back out to him and he kinda rolled his eyes at me with a oh you puny mortals (he asked for beef tips ~ I produced beef tips! :p) look and then the wheelchair man was eating sirloin beef tips in gravy on a big silver plate with rolls and sides... Shawn is a very important busy light making the dying happy and I suspect he is enjoying it very much... I know this is a lot to take in... I know it is crazy that Id even dare mention this in public but I am sposed to so I did... its hard for me... after one of these episodes (sound & lights) Im always super emotional and weak and I hope it rains all day....
Posted on: Sat, 19 Apr 2014 15:52:54 +0000
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