ok tired of second year of awareness , first one i was in the hub of where V was handle for the state i was in, the DV shelter housed 5 women and during the day was supposed to be the hub of women men and familys to get help. so shaking things up a little we have been blamed to long !!!! THIS MONTH IS ALMOST OVER AND THE ONLY PURPLE I SEE IS ON MY CAR SO HEY AMERICA ALL OF THE ONES WHO NEVER EXPERIENCED WHAT ITS LIKE TO SUFFER THROUGH DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ITS ALL OF YOUR FAULTS an abusers job is to cause pain, physical only last so long well in some cases , if the can get your emotions esp. (this pertains to survivors in general) when the manipulation , the brainwashing , doesnt just stop. If a person has been traumatized , they are in shock, lost , alone even if people are around, confused, they only thing they know is the false reality that had been suffocated into their brain, its sick so sick but the only safe thing idea concept person is the world of the abuser, Its was my reality for so many years and if you been through it you know this feeling. I cal it the aftermath. The aftermath where their reality is still yours and I knew only after 6 month then a year and a half and still , I was in danger 100% of the time 24/7 but its the same as being tortured in war. When you are out of it for a while depending on the extent it still popes into ones head , Because I was brainwashed to believe by a master manipulator, who could drop and anvil on my head and immediately be able to even think i did it to myself. A survivor i am and you know what it SUCKS because this world wont try to understand. Which leave the LESSOR OF EVILS are your choices .. ESp when an incident just happens and outsiders are involved or told or this reality is no longer allowing you to jump in but at anytime they can pull you in. SAY Im a soldier in war and i was captured , then i was rescued say 3 years later. Do soldiers just open up the door and say ok peace out here are some pamphlets oh yeah by the way you need to be in court to file for a protection order within 24 hours GOOD LUCK ... Welcome to the inside world of reality of DV , ohh yeah PS dont expect the number on the pamphlet to be right just another helpful thing to know. And people wonder why people go back well you know WHAT VICTIMS HAVE BEEN BLAMED FOR SO LONG IM GOING FOR THE TRUTH. ITS ALL YOUR FAULT .... you ... yes ... you ....and you..... and you.... and you..... you over there yep you to0. THE GENERAL POPULATION I BLAME YOU FOR CAUSING THIS EPIDEMIC ... 1 in 4 ..... yeah YOU ..... DV survivor is immediately in trauma , shock, has no idea about anything...esp what to do..... lets see some people start getting metals for surviving torture rape mental abuse EXHAUSTION staying alive keeping their kids and pets alive.. ITS basic survival stay alive at all cost adapt to your situation. Im sure no norms are reading this they might have to pay attention. PTSD CPTSD predisposed, yeah lets let this month of awareness pass by so the next generation can be BLAMED and then tortured by the system family friends the abuser if turned in or caught has more right immediately than the one they tried to kill. IF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME WAS SPREAD OUT OVER SAY 3 WOMEN MY ABUSER WOULD BE HUNTED DOWN AND NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY AGAIN. ps any excuse you hear is a cry for help its not the real reason , if they tell you they or the ones they love will die , that is what years of domestic Violence can do................... I LOVE YOU STAY AS STRONG AS YOU CAN SWEETIE AND I BLAME EVERY NON SURVIVOR IF YOU HAVE TO RETURN NOT YOU.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 04:00:23 +0000
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