papa; in all honesty I dont know if writting to you helps at all but for some reason I believe your really looking down on me everyday. I think I might be the only one who hasnt come to terms with you being gone but that might have to do with the fact that last time I seen your face and hugged you, you were alive I might get annoying to some for still dragging this on after all these months but untill I physically visit your grave I dont think this real and that im actually just writting on a memory page. Everytime I notice my tattoo for you I seriously have to look twice to make sure what im seeing is actually there. On a brighter note I think you would be really proud of me im carrying myself very well, I have an amazing job that I enjoy I do alot of travelling around ontario and I think i may make a carreer out of it. This winters not the same im still trying to figure out why on earth I left the island in such a hurry ill hold that against myself for a long time. I miss you like crazy and I really hope your my guardian angel, I know im not your only grandchild but I was your first and you were my grandfather ive never lost someone before this is my first experience and im actually doing the best I can at coping. Everyones being so strong and thats all we can do. Anyway I love you papa and I hope your up there telling me to whip my tears and get to work. rest peacefully, papa♥
Posted on: Thu, 06 Mar 2014 11:16:49 +0000
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