people just dont seem to realize how much their words hurt. all the excuses and explanations and appologies in the world cant make me forget what you said :( im not satisfied with my life as it is and im trying so hard to make it better and it just kills me to hear a list of reasons why you think im not good enough. you make me feel too embarassed to even look at you in the eyes because ive just disappointed everyone that much. :( i dont know what to even do anymore i just know that i cant believe this is actually my life and i hate it so much. and more than anything i wish i still had nana because i could go to her ANY time and she would be on my side no matter what and believe in me no matter what, & i guess im just spoiled to having someone like that in my life cause i hate life without her.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Jun 2013 06:55:32 +0000