so all in the last two days i go from being in a relationship to it ending. and wanting a relationship and being played. dont think ill ever find my soulmate and i dont think i want or should say i cant be loved. is there really truly one person for someone or do we think that a certain someone is that one. listen with your heart and feel with your mind because by me letting my guard down i lost connetion with myself. circumstances didnt fail me i failed me. im to blame for giving up this time. i never try to hard in starting a relationship because it all came natural,but when i put willing 100% into these last two days because i wanted to settle down,with that "one" who sounded like my search was over i got hurt. today is officialy the first day in my life i got my heart broken. someone tell me when the tears stop,shattering pain in heart goes away, and does my smile come back that ive already faked for so long? so crazy as it may be and sound ive been faking happiness for quite awile and then when it found me and i experienced TRUE bliss, it was taken away. i am offically done with anyone who i want to get close to i didnt know it could burn like this. im shutting down wanting my soulmate and never again looking for love my enternal being is gone. thank you to the two men that have helped this feeling take place and good luck to the next in line that we hurt from never being truly loved in return. i could of made you happy B.C. it was you i was wanting thought you wanted it as well. im sorry that i wasnt what you wanted i believe you were scared as well. goodbye to it all
Posted on: Tue, 11 Jun 2013 01:12:13 +0000
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