so i dont normally air things out on fb. but most of my close friends are married and most have kids but all have their own lives and everyday issues to deal with. and im not one to talk emotions with them anyways. not really a man thing to talk about emotions lol. but for those who know me pretty good know i have made alot of bad decisions over the years i couldnt name them all not enough time. but there are alot. but as i get older and my friends get married and have families and see the smiles on their faces. i struggle with my own self wondering in all the bad choices i made that i was at least trying to b the best i thought i could be. trying to be caring and honest and loving and i have realized even tho through all the hurt and self pitty i put on myself i wouldnt change for anything. i am who i am living everyday striving to b the best man i can be . i have a lot of growing up and even maturing to do but i can nvr make uop for the bad decisions i can only move forward and try to b better i will always b too nice too caring and look too hard for love. bc in the end all i really want is for people to see me and say hey there is a good man. and to find love like my friends have . with that being said i wanna say a very happy congrats to chris terry one of my best friends he just got married sat. he was so joyful and im so happy for him i wish him and jennifer the best of luck and happiness. also from the wedding i took that u cant look for love it finds u and it just happens i thank god for everyday i get and look forward to my day when i see her smile for the first time
Posted on: Fri, 07 Jun 2013 00:54:20 +0000
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