sometimes its ok to cry and when u are at fault its ok to admit it its ok to try new things and sometimes its scary to try an expand ur way of thinking yesterday i tried to open up more and be me idk excatly if it will happen again but sometimes we alll kinda need that push or slap in the face for reality i mean i was talking to someone from the past a few days ago and i mean i was hearing about there relationships how there man kinda wants them to do something there not willing to do here the thing if i want a relationship i want to know that even if i leave deploy or get to my lowest point that one helll be proud of my desicions that he wont abuse me physically and emotionally and that if i make a mistake that he is prone to forgive i want a guy that i cant be tough around and talk to upmost as my friend i want him to be able to step up and tell me whats on his mind and idk step up to the plate he better not be a cheater ever and i want him to accept me for who i am and what i become......sounds soo foolish and from all the dumbass things of the past people say about me sounds hopeless but................its not hard to wish for a decent person and its not hard for a person to break the borders of fear to say what they really mean correct........i mean its kinda stupid how people get afriad of the word no.......i mean i understand that word but ive learned shit happens no is just a word life goes on.......eh rant over
Posted on: Wed, 21 Aug 2013 20:14:59 +0000
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