sometimes you just have to admit that you are at the end of your rope but still know shit can get worse. The last few years have been a significant time in my life, lost a job of 9 years, had/did different jobs, being on national television (bring on the crazy stalkers, I have plenty) and oh the humiliation, having an amazing colt that damn near died on me - cost me $5k before he was a year old, people loving you and people hating you, my dad falling 14 off the hay truck, Hughie died, Miss Kitty died - the Rip came in to honor her. I am thankful I am not married to the mean manipulative person I decided to give my life to for 10 years. I am thankful that I have a beautiful farm and family. I am thankful for the horses I have although there is a soon to be tough decision to make on one. I am happy to say I have a new adventure coming up, hoping that it is fruitful and prosperous. I guess I am just throwing this out there for all of you that sometimes feel its the end - dont go there, my ex boyfriend and love of my life did, he killed himself - you may be tired, you may feel helpless but there is always ALWAYS someone who cares about YOU. Seek them out, dont be shy, admit you are down and need help. The Holidays are hard and I personally struggle with all of the emotions from childhood scars. I thank the stars above for the friends I have, the experiences I have endured, the tragedies I have faced and the breath that I take everyday.
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 03:45:52 +0000
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