that cant live without you feeling is back, here it is over 10 months later and still every night your all i dream about, good, and bad. i wish i could find a purpose, all ive ever done is let everyone around me down, and i know even though its been so long, its still not the right time to talk to you. even though i want to so bad, i still havent changed, and im starting to suspect i never will, i am who i am i cant help that, but nothing will change the fact that you are who i belong with. i never was the one to believe in soul mates, but these feeling ive been feeling are real, and there was a time you felt it too. im sorry after all the years you tried to get my attention, and all i did was treat you like crap, but this past year has been one hell of a roller coaster and i know in my heart i wouldnt rather have anyone by my side other than you. i regret leaving kansas i know i was a better man there, but the thought of having so many miles between us tore me apart. id rather be closer to you and not have you than 1000 miles away anyday. i just want to get stuck in a dream where everything is perfect and never wake up, but things just dont work like that, i know if i were to clock out the dreams would be no more also, so i savor the dreams and only hope one day things will change. and when / if the day comes when i finally feel i have become the man you always dreamt i would be, i will find you. untill then i will mask my pain and deal with things alone, cause i had no one before you, and i have no one without you. im in this battle alone, and im just hoping i win the war.
Posted on: Sat, 28 Sep 2013 06:35:02 +0000
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