the bottom line in any disagreement is that there will never be true resolution until all sides stop thinking about themselves and how they feel. If everyone puts their own needs, feelings, and desires aside and focus on the other then everyone gets taken care of and you can stop working for you and working for them AND you have someone you once disagreed with working for you which is a good feeling. sadly i know very few individuals that have ever done this and frankly im tired of bith being the only one to do this and trying to get others to do it. its not that im not strong enough, because i am. i can put myself to the side fo others, i can teach others to put themselves to the side for others because i have before. the thing is, do i really want to? what do i win? what do i gain? i constantly come up empty on these things and im frankly just tired of it. i have barley began my life and I already feel like im getting to old for this. I hav already given this up as a submissive. next will be as a Master, then a friend, then a family member till im just completely done..and when that happens..well who knows what that will mean.. now please excuse me, i have to rest before i go talk to a therapist that doesnt even want me around anymore then come home and rest for a job that no one wants me around as well so i can support a family that wouldnt give to sqirts of piss if i was around if i ddint have a paycheck. goodnight.
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 22:01:14 +0000
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