the timings not good but I wouldnt change it, if I could this is how its supposed to be its not a game of wait and see the heart knows nothing of time it does not follow circumstantial song or rhyme your heart tells you what to pursue... what you want to see it through to pick back up in a few, short years after frustration, maybe others, and unwanted tears if thats right for what? for whom? yes, others care...but they are not you youve said it before they dont have a clue as to what you feel see and do to wait on approval for life to allow would that be easier...maybe but would I be proud? to know it was not good enough when easy feelings seemed all too tough we both know- right now it would last but later on bring back the past... could we? I never picked to be in this place we ironically met what made us feel open and free what made you share your life with me? to know how you feel... totally exposed things you said only I could possibly know in itself is hard and tormenting you express your hopes concerns and fears of losing this now still unsure what direction to steer its hard for us both... weve gone round and round a solid answer is yet to be found how do we reach this, what must we do? if we knew all of this, would that be bad, too? were afraid to let go weve tried it before to always come back the heart was so sore wondering and feeling... you might be the one should that be something to turn from and run where can we go from here? amongst all confusion, this still shines clear... hold out our hands let open the heart or dont get involved its too hard to start if its a game you felt you could win you said youd jump in as long as your mind says youll lose... that you will do should we continue to sit here and question? or realize this is lifes greatest lesson... should we?
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 00:52:00 +0000