there comes a time in every mans life wen hes gotta choose wats best for him, his family, his future, and his goals in life. an truefully thats probubly the hardest desision he will ever make in his life....people my whole life have alwayz told me to follow my heart an to follow my dreams...but thatz really hard to do wen ur stuck between a rock an a hard place... my heart says to stay my dreamz have all turned into nitemares ... my family...... well.... i barely know them anymore.... an my situation is completely confusing... i try to look up for answers... i try to pray i make the right desision.... even though i know (all) the cards are stacked against me... i know wat i want and i know wat i need.... but i know that one wrong desision... could change the rest of my life!!!! i miss my family... but.... they aint ready for wat i have to offer... its been 13 yrs. since ive been home...alot of times passed between us...alots changed.... too much has changed.... my goal is not to burden anyone...i just need closure in my life...closurer on my past.... closure within myself... but ive desided to follow my heart instead.... reguardless if doing so drives me crazy or not...if miracles really do happen.... if blessing really do fall down upon those who believe...if good things really do happen to those who wait....then whoever understands the confusion an pain i feel inside...whoever knows what my best desision shud b...and whoever loves an cares about me enough... to call me your friend, your family, or your neighbor.... understand that im following my heart no matter what....
Posted on: Wed, 14 Aug 2013 20:48:17 +0000
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