this,,,this gets to me,,,every time hear it I remember sitting at my brothers wake,,solid until this came on the overhead sound system,,and I lost it,,I bawled, It ripped me apart in 4:19,,4 min 19 seconds,,So when the minister asked if anyone else asked if anyone else had something to say,,I said Yea,,I do,,My brother would want to be remembered for his kindness,,his heart,,he had a way about him a charm, I asked people to help others,,to do things for others,,to show love, , to take time for those in need,,and practice all of this, Feb 2, 2000 was the day the Dave you all know was smashed,,gone, It was also the day something in my heart started to change,,Everything I do, any kind thing,,is in part for him, and because I find peace in it,, Its the only thing I have ever found to do that, I think my brother Paul knew that all along, that was where peace lies, There are somethings in this life that will be with us forever, demons if you will. This is mine, I own it, I will never forget that pain,,but I dont let the bad eat me anymore, I use it for good, As a example of why I should care about others, Loss is funny like that, Some may wonder where my head is at these days, its in my heart, My head listens to my heart, And thats where I am,,thats where I will stay, Dont ever feel sorry for me,,I was given a gift through loss..and I intend to use it,,not dwell on it, In the darkest hours of your life, there can be something that you can use,,look for it,,use it, I am never gonna change who I am today,,its who I should be,,and I am good with that,
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 13:06:46 +0000
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