though you all see me smiling and laughing, giving out jokes or fooling around, there is something that is really going on .I had surpassed those trials that created walls for me to achieved my goals. for these past few days and weeks i have been showing the smiling cheys, the happy me. but inside i am really feeling down and burdened. i do not want to complain about things because those are all challenges and i really challenge myself to find solutions about it. mentally , i can still somehow carry all of these things. emotionally, i cannot take it anymore. physically, i am staring to get sick.almost every week.waking up feeling bad and sleeping feeling bad as well.i do not want to be a burden to everyone. if i can make the day to a week, i will be glad.but i am really feeling down, burdened,sick and tired. i do not know what to do. for those people who greeted me along the corridor, the street and i am wearing a sad face i am sorry coz i cannot greet you nicely. sometimes you will be able to see me laughing my lungs out because i just wanna escape from that mask of being down and lonely. oh well its me .i just want to be in the corner for the moment. i really want to cry and i just want to cry.
Posted on: Sat, 14 Sep 2013 08:36:02 +0000
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