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today i committed the ultimate addicts sin.. i created my own secret stash of cocacola i have been telling myself that i will give up the wicked brew for months.. but today i realized that i have less than a month to meet my goal and have committed to myself not to purchase another... i bought 3 six packs yesterday.. i have enough to nurse those to the bitter end... except.. my dog sitter also indulges... i have held 6 back.. stashed away where no-one will think to look i tell myself its so quitting will be a choice but i know its to avoid the panic of not having another my new goal.. to be able to walk away from coke with that stash intact.. we will see. giving up cocacola is very hard for me... i have done it before.. i can do it again.. but the fantasy of weight loss that sustained me the last two times proved to be an illusion... i will lose my coke.. which i use as an instant source of energy.. and wont magically thin this time i have no fantasies to sustain me sometimes being honest with yourself bites
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 16:52:02 +0000

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