well I did, i set him free. He was not happy here and in love with lisa on facebook. I was selfish to keep him so long. the kids will take it hard but they will survive it i hope... he changed without his meds... he said mean things to me like shut up and how i was a bad mom and lazy and even accuzed me of having fake seizures... thats not the jeremy i knew... i love jeremy but this is just a glimps of the future and how unhappy he is... i could see that when he told me to shut up about lisa the woman he was cybering with on the internet for a month. I guess I just was not the one for him... i tried and failed... now the kids are at grandmas and i am all alone tring to figure out why i am such a screw up. i guess i was meant to die alone, that is the cold hard truth... i was never meant to be born and i was meabt to die alone.
Posted on: Sat, 28 Sep 2013 18:21:19 +0000