well grandps guess what? happy Christmas Eve!! tomorrow Christmas arrives, then new year, etc. this year had been. you are a champion. i love you so so so much, I miss you more than anything. i miss your calls, your hugs, your smile, your jokes, i miss everything about you. its really hard for me to not to harm myself, you knew all of my secrets, its hard not to cry myself to sleep knowing that you are gone, and that ill have to live my life without you. but i know that you are in my heart, beside me. maybe i act like if im fine when im not, maybe i act like im over it but im not. you dont know how hard is for me not to harm myself mentally and maybe physically. grandps i love you so much, im literally crying right now. im sorry because i lied about being fine. i just want to believe that lie myself. grandps im completely destroyed. 5 months since you are gone. 5 months without you, i cant believe that you are gone. you are my hero and my inspiration, and a part of my everything. i admire everything about you. i feel like a disappointment, you were there for my start but i was sleeping when you passed away, i wasnt there for your end. i promise you i did anything for you, & im still trying to do my best. you dont know how many times i thought about doing it, and thinking it as an option just to see you, then i remember what you told me. im sorry if im a disappointment. i remember when you always called me bellissima, the tattoo on my side reminds me of you, the ring nonna gave me, reminds me of you. my life will never be the same without you, i cant wait to see you as soon as possible. i love you so much it hurts. i miss you so much, bellissima 👩💭👴💜 ps: ill always be your bellissima and youll always be my hero,inspiration, and a part of my everything. this video reminds me of your calls. ill love you forever. thanks for teaching me to be strong, lets hope it works. i cant wait to see you as soon as possible. we all love you and miss you (im speaking about our family & friends). ti amo. i hope to see you soon. i love you grandpa.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 17:03:14 +0000
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