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well i have had this pumpkin now for a few weeks n the kids have aggervated me to death wanting to carve it so i am thinking about trying to get that done tonight so maybe they will hush about it lol...might take my mind off a few things also like my stomach hurting me.......not really even cooking any dinner tonight for like the sec night straight lol we have been eating sandwhiches, spaghetti n meat balls whatevers easy..........thinking about the holidays coming up is really depressing me right now n here i still havnt even goten kodys bday party n all that out of the way. hes now saying he dont want a party or cake just his gifts he asked for, so maybe it wont be so bad once i jjust get the cash to finish the shopping n then itll be time for xmas b4 i know it n between that n us trying n wanting to get the trailer livable b4 snow begins flying im not sire if its going to be possible for us and that just makes me want to give up on it. i havnt even talked to scottie about this or why i am so down most of the time b/c its already running him crazy enough not having a job yet and i knwo he is trying and doing all he can trying to get one,.somone whose came home from the mall with 15 job appl. and cards for 4 online ones is def trying. exspecially when its a man even willing to take a job working in womens clothing depart. lol poor feller, he might be many things and may have a terrible past with certain things but i can honestly say thats somthing that hes always been really good about is working and working hard and providing for his kids n me.....its always been him working while i stayed home taking care of the kids, house and what yard-outside work i could jhandle on my own.....and thats his choice he has always said i am a mother if i wanna work then thats fine but if i wanna stay home and enjoy these babys growing up as much as i possibly can then he dont care at all either.....now with 3 kids and trying to get a home finished its looking more n more like us both working. as soon as he gets to working good i am going to start in on nursing school n do the cna thing at first for a couple yrs and then go on to lpn later on.............but for now it is what it is and all we can do is continue trying and praying about it n leave the rest up to the lord and just have faith that he will see to it n he will provide
Posted on: Thu, 17 Oct 2013 23:22:33 +0000

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