when i was just 16 years old, i met a friend in Nepal, she volunteered in our church as a nurse, she told me she had so many brothers and cousins there in the certain country, she told me one name and that was Manish Kc , i search him on Facebook, and i add him, by that , we start chatting, talking so many things. And by that moment, i felt that i love him, kahit na alam kong hindi yun masusuklian, also sa nationality namin at ang edad. he was 26 back then. from the moment that i knew, he already had a gf, i was hurt, badly, so i decided to forget him, i know it takes so much time but i tried. many days, many months anda year had pass i didnt cht with him. After a year, (i was now 18), last june 20, 2013, he suddenly sent me a message, he said he was here in Cebu, nadama ko sa puso ko ang excitement. i felt my heart beat very fast. the next day we agreed to meet after my class at SM. At 5pm , as i was waiting for him, i could hardly breath, my heart really beat very fast. when he texted me that we was already there, i turn my head around to look for him. i saw him out of the taxi. my heart skip a beat when i saw him. that time i feel that i still love, that much, my mind might forget him but my heart never will. We spend a lot of time together, we go bowling, he teaches me. we went somewhere to buy something. We went to restaurant to eat. That day was the happiest time of my life. on the next day we go outside again, he told me that he will fly back to Nepal, i felt very sad, but i did not show it to him . i told him that i will accompany him in the airport by tomorrow, he agreed. that night before the flight of him, i cant sleep thinking of him. we texted that night. the next day , we meet at sm, then we go straight to airport, when we are still in taxi, i was very silent, i dont know what to say, i was really sad. We still wait for the time ofhis flight. He told me the reason why was he here, because of his brother. then he told me he must go. he hugged me and left. as he walked away i prayed that he will turn back but he didnt. but he promise me that we will still communicate to eachother in fb. yes for the days had pass after he left, we are still chatting, and my love for him have grown too much. but one time a thought come to my mind, if he was still with his gf. without thinking i asked him, and he said yes. i felt really really hurt, there iagain want to forget him, but now i cant. the love i have for him grown too much. Naisip ko bahala nang may mahal ka nang iba, basta mahal parin kita, martir man pakinggan, pero yun ang nararamdaman ko. mahal na mahal ko siya kuya Ogie. i told him, he just say i can find a man who is better than him, my mind said forget him but my heart says no. still now, i love him that much, my love for him might not be a successful one, but this love i have for him is something i will cherish forever. i dont know what will happen next but one thing is for sure, i will love him forever. i make him as a biggest inspiration in my life and my studies to achieve in life. thatsall thank you, hope kuya you can make a song for me. more power to you. god bless.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Oct 2013 09:43:25 +0000
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