why am I sharing this video? well, once again, it is because of cancer. specifically, breast cancer. im not being narcissistic (sp?), but for today, I am tired of people telling us as survivors that we are still beautiful women. again, this is how I feel today. tomorrow could be different and I could be all yay, breast cancer! but, today I feel all stabby towards it! this video shows a beautiful breast cancer survivor looking into the mirror at her scars that cancer has left her with. and she is crying. this is the real side of breast cancer for me today. I look away from the mirror every time I get ready to shower or am getting dressed. the thought of looking at the disfigurement that is now my reality repulses me. im on that road right now. you all say you appreciate how real my posts are. this is as real as it gets. I realize it isnt about outward beauty. beauty fades. inner beauty is what counts. gah! today, my inner beauty could use a make-over! so much I wanna say. so. much. I should probably stop now. thanks for letting me get this off of my chest. (pun intended)
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 00:26:54 +0000
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