wow what awful day sad broken heart You want to know what hurts the most? Not losing her, not that he likes one of my friends Not the way we embraced, not the way we held hands The thing that hurts the most is my heart It holds the memories that make it ache If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you dont love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel Id take the chance and flee but no...Id love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with me come sail on my salty sea... come sail away with me, How many days did you say those words, Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds; You always knew how to say what you thought, So that I would understand the situation not; You lied, you took, and baited at leisure, Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure; I thought I knew you so, Yet for no known reason you let me go; That was one thing I never expected, I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected; My heart, you stole from my very chest, I wonder of how you will treat the rest; You took, you stole, what never should have been yours, You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars; Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think, While I stand on that uncomfortable brink; The brink of holding on, and of letting go, Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe; Confused and stunned, I can not wander, The words which you speak make me ponder; How ominous, the words you speak, So strong, among the many weak; All my hopes and dreams once fell away, Death appealed to me every day; I could not be weak, despite my need, In my life, I could not allow pain to impede; You were the cause of all the pain I felt, To your new enticing words, I can not allow myself to melt; And now, at this point, I must stay strong, Keep fighting through days short, and days long; You tell me you are more happy now, The child inside me wonders how; I convince myself to hold on one more day, Maybe tomorrow I can be happy in the same way.I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if Ill feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though youre always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you dont have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why youve said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek all night long.Its been a hard two weeks, things are so different and i dont understand. believing every word that you said, not listening to friends advise and words of caution. never thinking that what he says, it is all just empty promises and a lies. but things can change and the feelings can too, so i just hope that one day you become unglued. i lie here all night just whispering your name, thinking you might hear me, and fix all this pain. when you love someone you have to let them go its going to be pain, its going to hurt, this i know, but you just have to smile and give them the benefit of the doubt because one night they will miss you and realize a mistake is made. ive loved you since i met you, i always have and always will. so when you tell me how you feel, to you, my heart, i will spill. its bundled up now and its causing me grief. but whats a girl supposed to do, just sit there and believe? it was love at first site, and my feelings for you grew, i knew that if i was with you, to nobody else could i be so true. you made my heart flutter, you made my world spin, the way you held me and touched my skin. theres no person as unique and intriguing, i found you to be perfect, amazing, and you make my knees weak. so as i lie here in pain and wonder what i did so wrong, i think to myself that i can do this, i can be strong. but guys dont understand, its not as easy as it seems, because when i go to sleep at night, its you whose in my dreams. you made my life complete and turned my world upside down, with you in my life, my face never had a frown. girls emotions are strong, they dont draw a line, and when you walked into my life, you wouldnt believe how you shined. my heart was fluttered and my emotions went insane, i knew that you were the guy who would never cause me pain (or so i thought).. i fell in love with you, your voice, your touch, i knew from the beginning that i would love you so much. your smile brightened my day and your hugs were all that i felt, with this my heart started to melt and the walls that i had built crumbled. your sweet kisses and hugs made my day complete, i loved you even more then before the previous heart beat. you make my world shine and it glows when im down, just because theres a person in my life like you, that i have found. but all too soon a new love you found. without a word or explanation, you pushed aside a girl so sweet, with a heart so broken... and nothing other than shattered dreams and tears
Posted on: Wed, 19 Mar 2014 15:18:05 +0000