you know i have cleaned up my friends list so at this point I dont give a crap who reads my post. If you dont like it you know where the door is :-) Well been here thinking the last couple weeks about something that has bothered me for oh 35 years or so. Wonder why people in school high school treat you like shit and ignore you because you do not make the grades like they do or you are not as pretty as them or your not as popular as them. I had a major stroke a few years ago and many small ones after that so my memory sucks, but some things i have never forgot, but some things I have like peoples names in school. A wonderful lady i went to school with use to say dont you remember this person or that person and all I could say was no. and then they would tell me about things I use to do and I dont remember, but I still remember how I was treated by the popular girls. Why did i look up to them? i want to smack myself sometimes for ever looking up to them. I was called many names behind my back that they didnt know got back to me. still hurts. I know its 35 years or more, but one thing they didnt know was all the abuse i was going through either. What life was for me. Sometimes before you judge someone learn to person first before you judge them. You all have NO idea what all happen to me and what I had went through. You will never know, but trust me it wasnt a piece of cake and I guarantee you that if you knew you would have a different feeling about a few people. oh Plus I am deaf almost completely and that is one reason why I did not do well in school. Was not tested till after I quit high school and got my GED and went to college. That is why it was so hard for me to learn.I have a very high IQ far from being stupid or retarded. sorry folks just needed to let go a bit
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 01:49:57 +0000
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