youtube/watch?v=t1Z_oufuQg4 My creating a commitment device -- which contained a daily activity list comprised of reading one short story, memorizing 50 words, solving one session of LSAT, doing 100 push-ups, sit-ups, and lunges -- led to an irregular intellectual and physical development, followed by an imbalance of psyche and physique (e.g. my chest and triceps were too big vis-a-vis stature). Furthermore abstaining from so-called junk foods such as ice cream, donuts, and chips, caused my stress level to accumulate towards uncharted heights, partly because I was expending more than I was consuming calories. Now that I listen more closely to the constant intellectual and physical needs of the present self, I find myself in a more healthy state than I was before, obsessed trying to meet set commitments. I also became a more socially involved person, now that my mind was facing reality more than it was facing an alternate reality extending towards the future. My physique has returned to its normality -- sufficiently lean by default, and my psyche has become accustomed to utilizing brain cells at certain areas of academic interest. Though that having been the recent case, I still find myself terribly, terribly depressed about the fact that I am stuck in this wretched place. I have learned to endure, sure, but ... well. I do not have an alternative. Perhaps a healthy balance of commitment is needed for the present and future selves. The mind is peculiar in its way of justifications and temptations, but I have learned to think more towards maintaining a happy mind, rather than a healthy mind, as the former can render the latter.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Jul 2013 09:37:55 +0000
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