yup, i knew there was a reason why i liked this song alot and was drawn to it. reminds me of my dark, destructive ways back in my younger days. i was on a dark road that changed and consumed me in a bad evil way. i didnt care about anyone or even hurting them. i didnt even care about myself either. ive done things that were dangerous and put myself and others in harms way, and again, i didnt care. i was so cold and dark, even my own mother begged me not to go deeper on that dark path i was on. the pure blackness almost swallowed me whole. i would always try to drink my tears away and numb my emotions to where i didnt feel anything. thank god, after i had my children, they softened my heart in so many ways. but to this very day, i still dont like to cry in front of someone to where they can see my tears. only a few people has seen me cry and yes, i do have a heart but its guarded because its alot more sensitive and vulnerable that what people may think. im strong but my strength hides my pain and tears i keep hidden inside. and no, im not mental. jus sayin. youtu.be/KRKsF17wY30
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 22:05:59 +0000
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