لمحبي القراءة باللغة الانجليزية فقط :) ... من كتابتي ارجوا ان تعجبكم ------------------------------------- i feel sick ... with all these emotions and ideas going through my mind right now ... ideas that wouldnt even come to me if i didnt make those mistakes ... mistakes i knew i would regret one day but still , i madeem with my bare hands , i have no one by my side , except music and of course my own self ... im thinking of making a new chapter in my life in 2015 it could be a happy chapter or it could be a sad chapter , a chapter where i resuruct frome the ground to build a new life frome the racks i allready have ... i feel sick ... everytime i look at someone happy , and someone who has a better life , a perfect life ... and then there is me sitting over there looking at his life wondering of about how my life would be like if i was in his situation ... the problem is i cant imagine my self in his situation cuz the oods of me having a better life are so damn low ... lets look at it from this way ... i wont fall in love again , i will be studying ... trying to maybe forget about things that happened in the past ... but then again i feel so sick ... trying to make life goals for 2015 , and i know 2015 will be a worst year... u know what i actually want in this life ? i wanna get rid of this sickness ... this weird feeling that i get while writing something ... i feel so empty and hallow i feel sick .... but i stay strong :)
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 00:40:50 +0000
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