#119 I stood there and just looked at him Phila I asked you a question? Me what are you doing here? Phila this is my flat, remember? Me well you dont live here I walked to the kitchen and he followed me Phila my wife and kids do I looked at him Me oh? How nice of you to remember, seeing that for a whole month you had conveniently forgotten that he looked down Phila I didnt forget Liya, I just had to figure out some things... Me I know that youre having second thoughts about us Phila and really thats between us...taking it out on the kids is just plain cruel and you know it! Phila I was in a bad space! I couldnt let them see me like that, Im their father and Im supposed to keep it together! Me oh really? Well whilst you were busy going through things...I was here keeping this family together, by myself! Phila I understand that youre angry... Me angry? You think Im angry? Hahaha oh my dear, I am way beyond that! Phila Im sorry Me get the hell out of my house Phila Phila Im not going anywhere until you answer my question Me what question? Phila ndibuzile ba lixesha lobuya emsebenzini na eli I laughed a little Me youre kidding me right? Phila no actually Im serious...I would like to know why my wife is only coming home at this hour kodwa umsebenzi uphele ngo16:30! Me what makes you think that you have the right to come up into my space and ask me what the hell it is Im doing with my time! It is none of your damn business Phila! Uyandiva...None!! Phila oh I beg to differ, youre married to me Liyabona! Dare I find out that... Me that what? Dare you find out what? Say it.... He just looked at me SAY IT!!! I screamed at him dare you find out that Ive been seeing someone else? What will you do Phila? Hmm? So what if I slept with someone else, uzokwenza ntoni?! I could see that hes angry, veins popped out of his forehead. He grabbed both my arms painfully. Ndazxhuthalaza dont touch me! Phila Ye Liyabona, where the hell were you?! Me out! Phila kutheni ngathi uyazilibala nje ba ungumfazi! Ndisengumyeni wakho dammit! Me oh nyan? You lost that title the day you let me leave our home with our kids! I dont owe you a damn thing Phila Maneli, so if youre done, get the hell out of my house...I have things to do! Ogqiba ndamshiya eme apho yedwa. Fika eroomini yam and locked, ndatshintsha into my pjs then ndangena ezingubeni nabantwana. I was so angry ndide ndingcangcazela, yini madoda nguPhila owayetheni na yena lo nx! Ndithe ndisabila ngumsindo ndinjalo kwangena an sms from Ian hey beautiful, Im just thinking of you, well goodnight and sweet dreams I couldnt help but smile. Ndathi xa ndicinga ngo Ian kwase kwaphela kwalo msindo bendinawo. I slept with a smile on my face. Ndivuke the following day and prepared for work, I wore a long pantsuit. Ian texted me so oko sisenza lonto the whole morning. I felt like a teenager again :) . I drove the kids to school then went to work. I was helping Mark with a case and he just kept looking at me Me okay, out with it! He gave me a surprised look yes, you keep looking at me, so say whats on your mind Mark I dont know what youre talking about I smiled and gave him the come on look alright fine! I think that my son has a little crush on you I giggled like a school girl whats so funny? Me I know but I wouldnt exactly call it a crush Mark so he told you? Me we may have gone out to dinner a few times he seemed surprised Mark oh? I knew he wanted to bring up the subject of my marriage Me Im a married woman, I know Mark Im the last person who can judge you in this situation Me my marriage is just going downhill, I even moved out of the house a month ago and you wont believe that since then, yesterday is the only time that my husband came to see his children Mark ouch, why dont you guys just make it official? Me thats what Ian said but its not that easy, I love him Mark loving someone never is but if you still feel that there is hope for your marriage then stay and fight Me I have no more fight left in me, I feel like this relationship is lopsided, Phila wants to try then he doesnt and Im left to pick up the pieces while he goes and lives his life then he comes back, we start all over again, Im so tired Mark Im no expert on relationships... Me you dont have to say anything, I like your son, hes like a breath of fresh air for me. I dont know where this thing is going but I...I just.. Mark I understand but be careful, Ian is a ladies man I laughed Me Im married to one, I can handle Ian and besides Im not planning on changing my last name to Steyn...yet! He laughed out loud, I really liked my boss, he was a father to me :) There came lunch time, I wasnt keen on going out but Ian had other plans, he walked up to my desk and literally brightened up my day Me mm Im thinking we should organise you your own desk now, you here more than our own employees he chuckled Ian as long as its next to you, Im cool I smiled Me what can I do for you? Ian you can go out to lunch with me Me *smiling* a girl never says no to free food Ian especially if she loves food as much as a somebody that I know I hit him playfully Me lets go I stood up then sithe xa sizongena kwilift, it opened and there was Phila. Mxm yhu andadikwa maan! I couldnt help but roll her eyes Me what are you doing here Phila? He smiled -_- Phila Im here to take my wife out to lunch Me why? Phila we need to talk I looked at Ian Me Im busy, cant we do this some other time? Phila no, right now is best. Besides I drove all the way Me *sighing deeply* I have plans Phila..e on Ian its alright, go talk to your husband. We can do this some other time Me are you sure? I felt so bad, he looked so disappointed my heart broke Ian yeah ofcourse Me okay then, bye he left and I was left with my annoyance of a husband, mxm Phila so umntu xa efuna ukutya uyaphi apha? Me theres a coffee shop just down the street Phila okay masiye khona we walked to the place in silence. We sat down and ordered so ngulamlumgu lo omane ezenza mna apha kuwe? Me *ndidikwee* ufuna ntoni Phila? Phila I want my wife back heee hay yandihlekisa ke lo part Me what the hell do you suppose this wife of yours is? Phila what do you mean? Me Im not your plaything Phila...Im not some toy that you can just play with whenever you want then xa udikiwe uyibeke, uphinde uthi usoyicinga ubuyele kuyo, uyandiva?! Phila thats not wha.... I interrupted him Me jonga apha ke bhuti, ingathi uyiqhelile futhi lento yakho yondenza unopoppy wakho, phofu ke ungabuya uthi ngoba ndiyabona ba uqheliswe ndim. Well that stops here and right now! Soze ndiphinde ndivume udlalwa nguye uyeva? Youre not going to keep coming back to me whenever you feel like it, this is a marriage, asidlali mandlwane apha and you need to grow the hell up! Youre not getting youre wife back just because utsho ngalomlomo wakho. If you want me back Phila, youre gonna have to fight for me because Im not sure I still even want to be your wife!! Then I stood up and stormed out of the coffee shop, ndimshiya ekhamise apho!!
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 21:33:48 +0000
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